I'm suddenly depressed. Really, really depressed. I don't want to do anything, I don't want to get out of bed, I can't see any reason to live. It hit me like a truck all of a sudden last night and it hasn't let up. I am at a loss for what to do. I thought the damned antidepressants were supposed to keep this from happening? I've been taking them every morning like clockwork. Why have they suddenly stopped working? Or is it something else entirely? What am I doing wrong?
It sucks that this happened right on the heels of my declaring myself a compulsive shopper and figuring out a plan of action to deal with it. I hate having all of my mental/emotional maladies rear their very ugly heads at once.
And I hate that I have to sit through four hours of meetings this morning feeling like this. Yuck. I hope I don't have to socialize too much.