I think I might be getting depressed. Leaving the house to go to class this morning seems like more than I can manage. I am going to try, but only with the understanding that as soon as I get back I can return to my pajamas and not take them off again all night (i.e. skip my night class). I feel so overwelmed...and I'm not really sure why. Sure, I have a lot of work to do, but no more than I'd easily have done in this time frame at Reed. Maybe it's being here by myself and taking care of the dog and all that? I don't know. Maybe it's seasonal--the cold weather gets to me? But I have that distinct sinking feeling.
The Phoenix, which I love and am so proud of, is on the verge of becoming just another headache I don't need.
Basically, I need to grit my teeth and hold out until the end of the semester. Vacation sounds SO good. Until then, one step at a time, one foot in front of the other. First, a shower.