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How quickly it turns to guilt

I've added titles to my blog, because I really like other people's titles. Lemmeno if they are irritating.

So I feel guilty for not excercising today. Isn't that strange? I just didn't feel like it, so I didn't do it, and now I feel all ass-y, like I let myself down. Which is ridiculous, I've been putting in a good six days a week of exercise, and I walked the dog twice today, so that has to count for something. But now that it's too late to do any yoga or cardio before I go out, I feel like I really should have done some.

Sometimes it seems that the liklihood of my winning anything, ever, is very very slight.

In better news, in a few minutes I'm out the door to a celebratory evening with Susan and Tony. They have waited a long time for this particular celebration, and I'm really happy for them and happy to be going out with them tonight. Good food helps, too. The fewer calories I eat, the more obsessed with food I get. Which tells me that I am undoubtably doing something wrong, but that's for another time.

I want to find a way to keep a running list of movies I'm seeing and books I am reading on my blog. Does anyone know how to do that? Perhaps I'll just experiment...

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