I haven't been much on the personal content lately, and basically that's because things have been really, really sucking. I haven't been in a depression, not that kind of sucking, but rather circumstances-conflating-against-me sucking, in combination with my-having-to-take-some-close-looks-at-my-own-behavior-and-not
-being-happy-with-what-I'm-seeing sucking. I've realized, through my recent period of introspection, that there are some things in my life I'm really not happy with, and it is up to me to change those things. Change, as always, comes slowly and with great difficulty, especially given the other conspiring circumstances. And all of this has made me not all that into writing.
All of that is vague, I know, but it's about all I've got, for now.
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that is pretty vague, but good luck with whatever it is. i think about you far more than my utter lack of communication might indicate (speaking of behaviors that need to change), and i do sincerely intend to call you...at some point. and i'm looking forward to seeing you in a couple of weeks! i hope the introspection goes well.
Posted by melinda | February 17, 2006 1:09 PM